mar. 4th, '24 — removed dream journal and tech page due to inactive use. considering remodeling the site again for more simplicity.

feb. 11, '24 — finally wrote something for my writing page [gasp]. updated music obsession.

feb. 10, '24 — new art added to the digital art page. new journal entries. created the dream journal page.

feb. 9, '24 — new journal entry. created the 'tech' page, which i may or may not keep up.

feb. 7, '24 — new journal entry. updated writing page.

feb. 5, '24 — new journal entry. updated the art page and astrology page.

feb. 3, '24 — added a disclaimer for the bookshelf page and credit for the lace borders cuz i forgot.

feb. 2, '24 — bookshelf page created. new astrology entry. updated current music obsession. small tweaks on other pages.

jan. 28, '24 — new journal entry.

jan. 27, '24 — updated the shrine page, which is still a WIP. new journal entry.

jan. 26, '24 — created the astrology page.

jan. 25, '24 — updated the music page and the about page.

jan. 24, '24 — added a music page that got a bit verbose. 🗿 i ain't taking it down tho. oh, and new journal entry, fixed the 'before you enter' page, and added mobile adaptability.

jan. 22, '24 — version 2.0 launched. super happy for what i did, took the whole weekend to build it.

thank you to Simon @ Solaria for the lace borders and tutorial.

current music obsession

last edited: february 4th, 2024

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february 10th, 2024 @ 3:29 pm

currently listening to: the whirr of my fucking computer fan

im so pissed off right now. a few months ago the Tv in my bedroom blew out, so I didn't have a monitor anymore for my computer, or for my Xbox when I used to play wayy more often. My dad found his old computer monitor I can use in the mean time until we get a new one, since his old one doesn't have an HDMI port, which means I can't play video games. It's fine, I don't really mind that. i really only play video games now if friends ask to. He did warn me though that his old monitor has the tendency of shutting off the moment I wake my computer up, and it's done nothing but that all day today. i've been trying to fix it since i woke up. I woke up an hour ago, my head fucking hurts, and I just want it to turn on but it won't.

like i know it's not that big a deal cuz my drawing tablet is it's own monitor, too, but i've just gotten so used to having dual monitors that it's weird not to have both. life is so easy with two monitors. and i hate having to spend money, like i don't care about having the best shit. as long as it works then i'm good, but now we're gonna have to buy a new monitor and idk how much i have in my account now lol. it should be enough though since i don't spend money on literally anything.

idk talking about it now i'm not that angry about it, it's just annoying being inconvienenced or however you spell it. im such a bad speller i don't even notice or care rn.

anyway i made this like tuna tartare for breakfast. idk if it's considered breakfast food but, again, i don't care. i don't really like breakfast food to begin with. its so good. i should just focus on that, how good food is, instead of annoying technology.

i stayed up pretty late last night, i didn't fall asleep until 6 AM. i had the weirdest dream too, and i finally remembered it, so now I have an excuse to create a dream journal. yippie.

@ 7:45 pm

me being "clueless".

text message between my friend and i part 1 text message between my friend and i part 1

one of our friends, who we'll call M, had to leave the groupchat because of his controlling boyfriend and it's been a bit annoying. like it feels so empty without everyone there. i can still contact him through discord or tiktok, but instagram was like the only place we could all talk at once while sharing memes and shit, since some of us don't use tiktok or discord as much, if at all. idk, i know M will be okay, his boyfriend is just a piece of shit that doesn't treat anyone with respect. its a complicated history that isn't my place to share though, but we all hate his boyfriend. I miss M.