mar. 4th, '24 — removed dream journal and tech page due to inactive use. considering remodeling the site again for more simplicity.

feb. 11, '24 — finally wrote something for my writing page [gasp]. updated music obsession.

feb. 10, '24 — new art added to the digital art page. new journal entries. created the dream journal page.

feb. 9, '24 — new journal entry. created the 'tech' page, which i may or may not keep up.

feb. 7, '24 — new journal entry. updated writing page.

feb. 5, '24 — new journal entry. updated the art page and astrology page.

feb. 3, '24 — added a disclaimer for the bookshelf page and credit for the lace borders cuz i forgot.

feb. 2, '24 — bookshelf page created. new astrology entry. updated current music obsession. small tweaks on other pages.

jan. 28, '24 — new journal entry.

jan. 27, '24 — updated the shrine page, which is still a WIP. new journal entry.

jan. 26, '24 — created the astrology page.

jan. 25, '24 — updated the music page and the about page.

jan. 24, '24 — added a music page that got a bit verbose. 🗿 i ain't taking it down tho. oh, and new journal entry, fixed the 'before you enter' page, and added mobile adaptability.

jan. 22, '24 — version 2.0 launched. super happy for what i did, took the whole weekend to build it.

thank you to Simon @ Solaria for the lace borders and tutorial.

current music obsession

last edited: february 4th, 2024

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hello world

january 22nd, 2024

currently listening to: Red Sky by Thrice

i just got back home over a week ago and i'm barely getting settled in again. my room is a mess still from putting up my new bedframe and desk. i have no place to put all my stuffed animals, which i don't plan on getting rid of any time soon.

it feels like a new year but it doesn't at the same time. i already have so many plans that i want to accomplish by the end of this year - very typical things that people set as their resolutions. however, i think it's best to put aside setting those intentions until the spring since i think by then i'll have set the foundation to really start taking those steps that i want to take.

i'm just glad to have finally finished the new layout of this site. i like to keep things clean and simplistic but sometimes i wish i had those very creative and interactive sites. i'm very apprehensive of being more creative than i know i can be. i'm afraid of messing up and judgement. i think that's why i can't let myself freely explore more in my visual art. there's a part of me that always leans more realistic and almost academic even though I want to take it less seriously.

anyway, i've been revamping my wardrobe lately. i went through a bit of a breakdown some time last year - don't remember when - and i ended up throwing away all of my clothes and destroying my painting, amongst other things i destroyed and threw away. i got tired of who i was, and what my family tells me who i am and who i should be, so i threw away what i could to feel some sense of control i guess. i'm still figuring it out. i hate having people in my ear telling me what to do. i feel like i always take people's thoughts and feelings into consideration but it's gotten to the point that it's harming me and i feel like my own personality is so depressed underneath the weight of everyone's opinions and perceptions. i'm going to do what i like from now on.

i'm going to try and get some sleep. it's 4 in the morning and my sleep schedule is awful. i got up at 8pm today. i also keep forgetting to make a dream journal. i'll put that on my to-do list.