September 1 2024

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currently waiting for call of duty to update. listening to all we know is falling by paramore. this album is so good. i've been obsessed with the last 3 songs, singing them over and over again.

i'm supposed to leave on thursday and idk when i'll be back home, and i really want to go to the beach but i also don't want to be traveling. idk usually im excited to leave home every once in a while but i just want to stay in my room for now. i don't even have enough money for a trip. i uncharacteristically splurged at the arcade back in june, best and worst mistake. i got a bunch of cool shit after accumulating like 15k poiunts, but oh my god i spent so much money at the arcade... i think i have a slight video game addiction.

ugh i just found out i can't even play the b lack ops 6 beta unless i have gamepass ultimate, but i only have gamepass core. i don't want to pay $16 for gamepass ultimate. waited like an hour for this game to update only to see i can't even play the beta unless i shill out $16 monthly. i fucking hate microsoft.

anyway, now that i'm slowly getting out of my "hermit mode" or hiatus, i've been checking my inboxes again, i need to get better at checking my email and other platforms cuz i feel so bad leaving people hanging. u know who u are if you're reading this. thank you so much for reaching out to me. the coolest people on earth, im so glad we've crossed paths when we did. i'm always open to u.

i gotta go now im gonna play gta online instead while i wind down for the night. im so sleepy today.