mar. 4th, '24 — removed dream journal and tech page due to inactive use. considering remodeling the site again for more simplicity.

feb. 11, '24 — finally wrote something for my writing page [gasp]. updated music obsession.

feb. 10, '24 — new art added to the digital art page. new journal entries. created the dream journal page.

feb. 9, '24 — new journal entry. created the 'tech' page, which i may or may not keep up.

feb. 7, '24 — new journal entry. updated writing page.

feb. 5, '24 — new journal entry. updated the art page and astrology page.

feb. 3, '24 — added a disclaimer for the bookshelf page and credit for the lace borders cuz i forgot.

feb. 2, '24 — bookshelf page created. new astrology entry. updated current music obsession. small tweaks on other pages.

jan. 28, '24 — new journal entry.

jan. 27, '24 — updated the shrine page, which is still a WIP. new journal entry.

jan. 26, '24 — created the astrology page.

jan. 25, '24 — updated the music page and the about page.

jan. 24, '24 — added a music page that got a bit verbose. 🗿 i ain't taking it down tho. oh, and new journal entry, fixed the 'before you enter' page, and added mobile adaptability.

jan. 22, '24 — version 2.0 launched. super happy for what i did, took the whole weekend to build it.

thank you to Simon @ Solaria for the lace borders and tutorial.

current music obsession

last edited: february 4th, 2024

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born to desire, never receive

because of what's in-between

a twist of fate, body and brain

and it didn't use to be this way

even when the blood shed and hair bloomed,

when blades knicked shins and skirt's tool irritated skin,

a mirror alone and the burden of creation is all it took.

conjured up worlds with heavier fates to bear:

iron swords, bleeding bloodlines, fears of omniscience of black-eyed gods,

fears of anyone knowing at all:

the swell of a heart from another's star-crossed embrace,

with calloused palms and fingers intertwined,

the steal of a kiss coated in sin,

finding new ways to tell another 'i love you'

and i'd still be the same man

with a dimpled smile,

dark eyes and even darker hair,

only there'd be no mistaking it

i can simply be.